I'm an immigrant, I moved a year ago to live in the UK. I also struggle with a combination of mental health disorders: BPD, depression and dissociation.
Today I had my first job interview, and it was disaster! I was 20 minutes late because it was a long journey by bus, and then I needed to walk. However, I apologised and they let me in. After I began filling out the forms, I started have negative thoughts. When the interviewer started the interview, I moved towards his colleague's table and said:
I'm sorry. I give up the application for the position, I didn't fill so many details.
Then the interviewer asked me "You're not interested any more?". I said I'm interested. "Do you struggle with English? " he asked. "Yes" I replied.
But it wasn't the true reason. It was a panic attack. I stopped medication months ago and was depressed over the last few weeks.
I need your help to write an apology letter for the mess I did.