I have stood out for being a worker that advances quickly, that I'm good for programming and that I am very enthusiastic about the new projects of the company where I work.
My problem is when I want to work on my own projects after work for fun (e.g. an inventory system, etc.). I struggle to work effectively and feel like I lack the creativity or imagination to do anything. It's not like I'm spending all my time in conversation or something, so that's not the problem. I eat well and I sleep relatively well, too, but when I want to start a project of my own my mind goes completely blank, as if I did not even know how to program.
At work, I usually have wonderful ideas to make company software better.
I'm frustrated/scared because I do not want my company to "absorb" all my creativity and my imagination, WHAT'S GOING ON?