I applied for Company A for a job. I applied also for Company B.
Company A has given me an offer. I accepted it, and I canceled all of my other applications, except to Company B. I did it because Company B was a much better job, but I've seen only a small chance for a success.
Company A sent me a contract to sign, and started to organize the starting procedure.
Meanwhile, also Company B has given me an offer. It was a surprise, but I had luck.
Now I need to cancel the procedure for Company A.
Yes, on the paper and on the law is everything okay. I got an offer, I am free to reject it.
But, the sad truth is that I was unthinkably dishonest. They honored me with a job, they trusted me, and I slapped them on the face. That is the truth.
I am ashamed.
What the heck could I do? What?
What should I say to them? I think, I will be forever blacklisted at Company A, and I deserve it, but what should I say them?